Archive for July, 2005

Three years ago my journey began
Chasin down this cure no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my reason guiding the dark
Just no wind with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of bein cocky

Yet I fell for all your imperfections

Now its slightly weathered, its slightly worn
Our hands still together until after the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest of them climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful, twisted sunshine
Emotions: volcanic eruptions
We both took care so were still alive
Tunnel vision . . . determination
I want you, I want to make it right

Now its slightly weathered its slightly worn
Our hands still together until after the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you

You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine

(press the play button on my blog entry "mah fave~* to hear it! so cool)

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"Ever After" by Bonnie Bailey(remix) pindutin nyo ang "play button" to hear ghett’s fave disco song

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as the date was nearing my 18th birthday, i just can’t help to feel a bit sad knowing that i won’t be celebrating it with my parents and my hi-skul friends since they’re in bicol but my sister promised me that we would be bar hopping on my debut since it’s the only thing that separates the goofy-me to my sosyalista/emotional-side(don’t ask).haha

.i believe it was a good offer, for my sadness was lessened (knowing that i would be dancing to reggae music on mah bday night~*cool!) 0n the 14th, i learned that our midterm exam would fall on my birthday (thanks Mr. Aguiluz for your wonderful gift*) what a nice surprise! 4 breath-taking subjects will be taken on my special day and so, with no choice left..i started murmuring the different formulas on how to calculate the number of electrons a boobtube would be having if it has a rho of 9.3×10 to 6th p. ohm.m. i was in the midst of my aral-mode session when my phone beeped.Grazel, one of my dearest friends greeted me a happy birthday~ i looked at the clock 11:59(very touching*).

i typed a long reply for her, message sending….CHECK OPERATOR SERVICES-how nice! and so when the clock turned 12:01, messages started to come..NO SPACE FOR NEW MESSAGES. as much as i would like to reply to them, i can’t..my sister has gone to work dat tym and she has already found out that i have been using her account to add prepaid credits to my fone(luvyah sis*your bill is not that high naman) hehe..my ate adeth was still awake that time and so we sang a birthday song for me*(my ate hanz told us dat morning that our voices sounded like there were 10 people singing~wahaha) at 5 am, Anna called i was deeply moved whenever my distant friends would call and greet me..

Anna: happy birthday girl!

Me:AHhh..heelllo? shino toh?..antok* uhhm Anna? ay hello bhe! tnx hah..shige take care.bye

and i went back into my dream.wehehehe.. 8 am, i took a bath and started reviewing my diff. cal theories (yep..i do different things at once*superb aiite?) 9am i was curling my hair(my perming iron broke 2 days ago..how sad) and at 10:30 i was off to school, wearing a cute yellow top, levis pants (from my sis) and 3-inch sandal (for i knew that we would be having dinner in greenbelt later that night) plus my curls* i looked like a party-goer in the morning* (haha.nice) my usual morning session happened..i boarded the MRT(though i was thinking of hailing a cab just for the sake of not getting too sweaty on my special day but i don’t want to be late on my exam*-the latter choice will take 45 min. b’coz of the traffic) and so i arrived in my school, on guard on things that’ll happen..expecting my 22 year old crush to approach and greet me*or perhaps give me flowers if he’ll insist.but to no luck~ none of these happened.(for a moment, i thought i was still asleep and dreaming) and so i tossed my curly hair(a wake-up thingy i usually do when i feel like im daydreaming*) few of my schoolmates noticed me coming(in their minds:look at these younger students..they’re so cute,ganda tlga..haha..biro lang ha) i stepped inside the elevator and pressed 4 and like any usual day, the elevator smelled ever so refreshing.no kidding.(i like the smell.~*) i arrived 10 minutes earlier but my classmates were inside the room already, i know 3 students in my physics class and they were the only ones who greeted me(thanks so much) the others were older than us-haha generation gap? whew.) as i step inside the room, the first guy i saw was larry (yep my crush), he was wearing a red shirt and ehem he was looking at me and smiling(blush*)..whoa?? am i dreaming? hope not. but it was true, he did smile but all i did was to look away* my coping mechanism.my arte/suplada mode suddenly turned on. he talked to jessie and asked if we have csci class, jessie said yes..in my mind i said:I do.(kasal?)

haha.kidding..and so yes, the day went on, nails were bitten, chairs were rocked, questions left unanswered..our midterm exam finally ended.(for that day alone) auntie(canteen owner) greeted me a happy birthday and so yes, all the people in the second floor knew that i was a debutant.all eyes was on me(*grin.perfect!) my friends were there too and they were planning to go to waltermart to play @ timezone.(i was already thinking of an alibi on why i can’t treat them*i only have 500 bucks.not good.~i forgot to ask money from my sis.) but they went to waltermart anyway, but me and hanna went to mommy rose canteen first because our auntie lionie will treat us(bday nya rin kc.ang taray! luvyah auntie) though the food was infront of me, i didn’t have the strength to eat it..sadness was taking over me..(my parents=not here, my hi-skul friends=not here, my friends=not treated, my exam=so-so, my bday=not special..=(..special persons=nagdradrama.) at 4:30 i have to meet ate adeth in greenbelt for i have to light a candle to give thanks to God.(luvyah God..tnx so much*cry) and so, Hanna went to waltermart mkti and i was left alone in the jeep, caught in the traffic, thinking how ordinary my day has turned out.it was as if,it wasn’t my birthday at all, perhaps there was nothing special to be celebrated on my day.how sad.:( my mom texted me and told me how sorry they were not to be able to come here..plus she told me papa can’t text me co’z his fone broke.

my reply:ok lng mama, ingat kau lagi luvyou..

the truth:waaaaaaaah..mama ko! papa ko, punta kau dito..

ate adeth was waiting outside the powerbooks, looking pretty as usual..ate ko yan eh..we went inside the chapel and for the first time, i prayed with a wounded heart* carrying a happy soul. i thank God for all his blessings, and i told him how much i love him. on the way home, ate nice was already texting me and she told me that we’re late for dinner in dampa, libis(superb seafoods resto) But ate adeth insisted on going to rob pioneer in ortigas for she has to meet "dude", her date for my bday bar-hopping galore. And so, we went to pioneer. the mall was as usual, filled with people..:) on the second floor, i was already looking for "dude" when suddenly, a cute waiter gave me couple of balloons.. i couldn’t quite fathom the fact that i have a surprise birthday party ahead of me.. my brain wasn’t working..in computer world.. nag-hang yung brain ko! i need to restart it, and i have to be fast! i went inside shakey’s ortigas to find all my sisters, my friends, my sister’s friends and MY PARENTS sitting and welcoming me to my surprise 18th day party..tears fell from my eyes..and they too were crying..my mom, my sisters..they were also moved.but i was deeply and by all means, greatly touched. i have my powerpuff-girls cake, lotsa gifts, give-aways..and shakey’s ortigas was all mine..haha! everything was recorded on video.

it was time for me to open my gifts, first one came from kuya randy(FiancĂ© of my sister) i cried again..he gave me an olympus digital camera! i hugged him and he told me that he knew about my cam addictions. the next gift came from sis reese and ate janeh..a year supply of lip gloss! waaaah..this is life! body shop lipgloss..vov..evrything was there. and from the bg’z (ate janeh’s friends) a make-up kit(cool one!) and lip gloss as well..from the officem8z of my sis janice, they gave me a parker pen and a bob ong book.(how nice!) i felt like i was 7-years old and been given an expensive lollypop. thank you so much for all those who came..my classmates were there too, they too knew about my surprise birthday party.

HOW NICE! it was indeed the best birthday ever to date.*cry, *sigh.. later that night..i had experienced a quite unusual bar-hopping session..thanks to my sister Janice, i was culture-shocked in my own country.*grin hope u all know what i mean. we went home 7 am in the morning.da best.i was supposed to get drunk but i suddenly felt immune to alcohol..i drank 3 tequilla, 1 teq. sunrise, flaming lam.., tom collins, blow job, sex on the beach..pero wala talaga..sanay na siguro..but ate nice was drunk..hahah..tnx to my parents, kuya randy, ate nice, ate reese, ate janeh..and to all who made my bday a quite unusual one..(san ka nakakita ng 18 roses sa mall*) at mascot sa debut? (ang hangin mo paleh* joke lng..i just find it unusual and cute..) everything was planned..and it turned out just the way i wanted it to be..

happy birhday ghett! ay, dats me pala. salamat talaga..(*sniff) My_party_016

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